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19 June 2007 @ 04:29 pm
I've created a new journal... I feel the need to start fresh and leave all this high school crap behind me... my new username is sodamnclever815. If you want to add me as a friend, leave a comment... if not, its all good.

18 June 2007 @ 04:04 pm
Well, it certainly has been awhile hasn't it? Let me update the few of you that still read this...

What I've been up to:

- Well, on April 13-15 I went to the Grand Slam Sci-fi summit in Burbank and it was completely awesome! I had one of the best times in my life, basically because it was the first time I did something on my own w/out anyone there. Plus I got to meet some really awesome people. I got to meet Adrian Paul (Duncan McCleoud on "Highlander"), Justin Hartley (Oliver Queen/Green Arrow on "Smallville"), James and Oliver Phelps (FRED AND GEORGE WEASLEY on the "Harry Potter" movies), and Stanislav Ianevski (VIKTOR KRUM on "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.") It was completely awesome.

- On May 19th I went to the world premiere of "Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End!" It was incredible, and not just because all of the stars were there, but because I was surrounded by the sort of people I love, NERDS! Its always a great experience being around people with the same sort of interests as you. Plus we got to see Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Geoffrey Rush (with Jack the monkey), Bill Nighy, Jack Davenport and more, (for pics visit my myspace at www.myspace.com/bloomingstar1137... theres also a video of Johnny under my videos)

- I still work at Albertsons which is freakin fantastic, not really. I have been promoted to what they call a "combo clerk" which is a person that does the bagging but can also check if necessary. Its completely dull work and I loathe it... It wouldnt be so bad if I didnt constantly get bitched at by customers for stuff that I have absolutly no control over (like when coupons expire.) I don't plan on staying there that longer.

- I did a play in Febuary (wow that was awhile ago) called "The Whole Shebang." It was fun, I was "Professor B," which was cool because she was the sort of dumb one. I'm such a typecast, I swear. I'm either the dumb one or the worrier.

- I no longer have a crush on my friend Chris. I did for so long and its such a relief to be over him. He got married about a month ago, and it was unbelievable how much that hurt. And not just because I had a crush on him, but because I thought we were really good friends, but he didnt even consider it important to let me know he was married. Hell, I didn't even know he was engaged... everyone else did apparently... I have a crush two people right now but I wont say anymore because some people might read this and start wagging there tongues...

-Some of you maybe are wondering about Winston I dare say? Well, I hardly ever talk to him anymore... I see him every once in awhile but were friends.. not really close friends but friends none the less. Hes still in High School and is a senior this year I believe... which leads me too...

- I'm still attending Mount San Jacinto College, which is a community college. I'm a double major, majoring in Theater and Nursing. Its fun. I plan on transferring (hopefully!) to Cal State Fullerton because they have an incredible Drama department and a theater thats drool worthy (especially to a drama nerd like mwah.)I dont hang out with a lot of people from high school, basically its my bestest buddy Emily (yes, we're still totally and completely insane together) and my friend Lauren (whom I got a job working at Albertson's with me). They're awesome and I couldn't ask for better friends...

Whats coming up:

- Well July is going to be a VERY busy month, I can tell you that much. On the 8th I'm going to the premiere of "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix" with Emily. I plan on meeeting Rupert Grint because I freaking love Ron... he's my favorite character in the books and that would just make my year... speaking of Harry Potter...

- On the 21st of July (as many of you know) Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows comes out and I cannot wait. I plan on taking that day off work and camping out at Wal-Mart at Midnight to go get it, then sit around the house all day reading the last book in the series. I can't believe its finally over. I don't want it to be at all. I still have the movies to look forward to, but its not the same because we're going to know how it ends, but I'm also freaking excited to find out exactly what happens...

- On July 25th -29th its Comic-Con again baby! If you read this journal you know that my bff Emily and I go to this Comic-Convention every year and meet awesome people, well this year is no different, with the exception of the fact that Emily and I have a hotel room this year so we dont have to drive back and forth everyday because that sucked so bad in the previous years, and we were so tired that I actually fell asleep on the drive home, and I was driving! It was not good! This year I'm especially excited because they are doing another LOST panel and I have a good feeling that Dominic Monaghan is going to be there because his character was killed in the season finally. I hope so, he is one of my favorite people in the world.

--Well thats all for now, I'm going to try and update everyday from now on because I feel the need to write down my thoughts and moods, it should be fun!

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: productiveproductive
Current Movie/Music: Panic at the Disco - Time to Dance
22 August 2006 @ 11:54 pm
Ok I know its been awhile, but I just need to get something off of my chest..

Have you ever felt like everyone around you has started a new and exciting life and your still stuck in childhood? Everyone around me is getting married, having babies, sharing their lives w/someone, and here I am, 18, almost 19, I have a job where I work minimum wage and I just started Community College. I feel like I'm in a rut, not only in my work and my education, but most of all in my personal life. I'm 18 and I still have yet to have my first REAL kiss. Yes, for those of you who actually read this, I did get my first kiss last year, but it wasn't what I consider a real kiss. It was like a peck on the lips. And it was a from a friend who I liked, but didnt know I liked him. I've never had a boyfriend, never gone on a date. And I hate it, because what I want most of all in the world is to be loved by someone whose not family, or just a friend. I just want someone to love me for who I am... is that so much to ask? Seriously?

Today I found out that the guy I liked for the first three years of high school realized that he loved one of his best friends, and he knew that they should be together from the get go. And for some reason this hurt. I mean physically hurt. I thought about it and I realized the reason why it hurt so much was because now I realized that I never had a chance w/him to begin with, and it feels like i wasted 3 years trying to pursue him, when I could have looked around me and looked for someone else. I know this is stupid, and it might seem like some idiotic high school crap to some people, but most of you don't know what its like. All I wanted when I went to high school was to be normal. I wanted to go on dates, have boyfriends, but none of that happened... it just didnt turn out that way, and I've never understood why me... why am I the one thats destined to be by myself? Why must I suffer while other people get exactly what they want while I'm left her waiting? Its not fair. And I know right now that some of you are thinking, well, Casey, lifes not fair, but don't you think everyone deserves a chance at some kind of happiness? I just want what everyone else got, a chance for a summer romance, a first real kiss, a first date. I want love... whats wrong with that?

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Movie/Music: none
17 January 2006 @ 09:48 pm
I'm so excited... I get to go to the One Ring Celebration (for those of you that read this and don't know... thats a Lord of the Rings convention) with my bestest buddy Emily on Sunday and we get to meet Billy Boyd!!!!!! (who I saw in person almost 2 years ago at Comic-Con!!! *does little happy dance* And Elijah Wood (Frodo) Sean Astin (Sam) and Miranda Otto (Eowyn) are also going to be there!!! Its so exciting!!!

And then we found out today that World Without Sundays is also going to be playing at the Old Towne Pub at 8:00 after ORC so we might get to see Shox, Guy, Grecco and Adam!!! Im just so happy!!!! AHhh *runs around the room in the way only a fan girl can*

Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Movie/Music: Moulin Rouge - Spectacular Spectacular
03 January 2006 @ 09:04 pm
I am.... happy... its amazing. I auditioned for the part of Cogsworth in "Beauty and the Beast" for our school play and didn't get it, but the person who did is moving in about a month, so the teacher offered me the part!! :) I can't believe it! I have one of the lead roles in the last play I get to do at the school! GO ME! Its going to be freakin awesome! I cannot wait to get started. The only thing that I'm worried about right now is the solo singing because I have heard myself sing, and its not good... lol... but I'm sure if I work hard enough I'll get it!!! *makes squeeing noises*

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Movie/Music: Beauty and the Beast
01 January 2006 @ 08:20 pm
What a way to start off the new year, by obtaining the biggest bruise you have ever had... EVER. And not to mention that it hurts like hell also. Then I already broke my new years resolution and gave in and ate the damn cookie... it was sitting there taunting me, so I had to show it whose boss. Then I got in an argument w/ my mom. She told me to clean up the bathroom, and I said I would do it when all of the towels were down in the laundry, but nooo! Apparently that wasn't good enough... oh well... life sucks.

Now I really should be doing my homework right? But, I think I'll save that for all day tomorrow lock down in my room. It will make me berate myself for not getting it down earlier, and yes, I know I should have. :(

Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Movie/Music: the heater
31 December 2005 @ 09:40 pm
Ok so today... I went shopping (YES AGAIN!) I needed some girly things ok (and no, stop thinking tampons... ) I went to Ross... where I found two t-shirts I really liked, so I bought them, and when I got outside it was pouring... so of course, being the genious that I am, I didn't have a jacket. So I ran for cover. Then I needed to stop by Wal-Mart, because I wanted to get this overwith. I parked my car, and ran for cover, but being one for public displays, I managed to slip and land on my ass in a giant mud puddle uttering an explative so loud that I had two old ladies gawking at me from the other side of a piller. Then when I managed to get up and walk inside I realized not only was everyone staring at me, but that I also managed to hurt my knee... what a great way to end the year huh? Then when I got up to the register with my girly purchases (underwear ok?! which where all frilly) this guy behind me walks up w/ his eight year old son (he looked about eight) who kept pointing out my frilly underthings asking "daddy, whats that?" I was beyond embarrassment, so I bought my stuff and left. I fully intend on taking a nice warm bath and to, as Sawyer would say "soak my sore knee."

Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Movie/Music: the heater
28 December 2005 @ 09:07 pm
Yes, thats right, I went shopping again today. Why? Because I don't know how to save money... thats why! I bought a bunch of crap that I didn't need and I enjoyed every minute of it. I went to Hot Topic w/ my buddy Emily (waves!) and I bought Charlie Bracelets (because I'm a geek) and giant heart earings. WOOT. You know whats fun though, buying shirts that are exactly the same but are a different color... nice. I have four shirts that are totally identical... but differnet colors... hehe :).

I still need to do my homework... maybe tomorrow... or friday... hehe PROCRASTINATORS UNITE!

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Movie/Music: My fingers on the keyboard
27 December 2005 @ 09:03 pm
So what did I do today. I went to Temecula w/ mi madre, we went kind book crazy at barnes and noble... I got 3 books... my mom got 7. How sad... I'm such a geek (and I love it!) Then we went to the market... food... good! And then I went to Wal-Mart to return the disturbingly ugly comforter, which took about an hour because of the line. That kind of sucked. But I finally found one of those adapter things where you can plug in two phone cords... now I have my computer and my phone both plugged in at the same time, which is freakin sweet... I was so tired of havng to crawl around on the floor to find the cord.

What else... I should really start my homework... tomorrow... yeah... I'm a procrastinator.. sorry :(. Thats about all.

Current Mood: rejuvenatedrejuvenated
Current Movie/Music: Weezer -Perfect Situation
26 December 2005 @ 10:27 pm
I dyed my hair... again... for like the 7th time this year. Im a dyeing whore! (lol... is it me or does that just not sound right?) Its really dark brown now... but it looks really good. It looks like Kate's hair on LOST... good stuff.

I got buyers remorse the other day. I bought this comforter for my bed and it looked really good in the picture... and then I took it out of the bag and its freakin hideous. Just my luck right. So I'm going to take it back tomorrow and tell them that its to small for my bed, and get my money back... GO ME! lol

Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Movie/Music: Blink 182